satisfied-UN

badminton badminton badminton.
its all about badminton today.
i really love it when people around me.,
especially those that i love are happy.
but sometimes,
ppl never even bother to care about how i feel.
nevertheless to mention that they would even spare a thought for my feelings.
goddamnit !!!

vague

duh..
din know it was illegal to go up Soga's Hill just for a couple of fresh air and to enjoy the nice view.

imperfect___

ok before anyone knows what i did in Tasik Y,
i have to explained that it was a matter of LIFE AND DEATH..!!
if i dont eliminate it might lead to disease and and and..
and to cancer and then D-E-A-T-H..!!
so its not really my fault :)

i'm lost for words
i was gobsmacked by that..
how could i not know that..
still i really believe its my fault..
i never really pay attention to what my friends are saying.
stubborn.
yet i persistently believe that i'm never wrong.

red guy ;)
we met twice.?
two different places.?
good-looking though he smokes.
i think its kinda cool anyway =D

jiejies.,

best friends are d siblings God forget to give us.

check ur mailbox :)

signing off,

someone who felt a lot of warmt

from her cool friends today.

ugh.

does the 100th post always have to be a special one ?

i missed out the 100th post though.

lets see..my 101th post :
screw up my finals
dont have any goal in my life
lost
and need lotsa love..

but on the bright sides I have :
best sisters
best bestie
lame friends
and my family..

i dont make friends with "Friends"..too formal and i dont like it..
i'm so used to saying the word bitch now.
when i call the closest ones bitch,
it means they really matter a lot to me :)
they are the ones i love.

somewhere along this route that i have chosen,
i lost the all-time-happy-confident-playful version of myself.

the bitch's thinking.

jiamin.,
kylie thinks she nid to forget about everything she said in mcD..
u have to forget about it too.
and she wants to apologize
for the boring entertainment she gave u..
she sucks for the time being..
still she did something cool with u today right.?
and u noe thats what u love her for..
;)

Jennifer's Body

that show is awesome..Megan's so damn hot..
btw.,that hurts.
and obviously.,
i lost..

someday u're gonna suffer..
i really hope u get what i'm undergoing nw..
but after what happened tonight.,
i guess not.

p/s : this post have gt nth to do with him.

finals

world best killer starts its hunt today..
was so lucky in pengajian am ( paper1)
FYI i totally din revise for that particular subject..
maybe yes if u consider reading not more than 5pages IS revision..

i screwed my favourite paper - Maths
hmm maybe going to mcD a lil while more.?



slutty bitchy whorey day.

streak.

EhEh-Nothing Else I Can Say
radio..
3 times within 4hours
wth.

hope ?

that msg make sense..
but does it really works for everyone.?
i really hope i can make my way out of this too.

nah !

anyone for movies tonight.?

desperately nid to let out a bit.

BTW, FOR YOU :

if u dont understand me

its appreciative enough that u shut up.

words can be hurting

and jokes have limits too.

and for me.,

i think guys who always made fun of me

actually have the desperate feeling of wanting me

thick-skinned but i love myself

;)

PLEASE

i beg u
dont force me..
i cant breathe.

BM.

mengapalah kita hanya akan merasai kesunyian dan kesepian ketika kita bersendirian.?

kenapalah kita hanya dapat ketawa terbahak-bahak ketika kita berada bersama kawan.?

mengapalah kita sentiasa pasti mengesali tidak membuat sesuatu keputusan atau selepas membuat sesuatu keputusan.?

mengapalah manusia dicipta dengan perasaan.?

mengapa la mengapa..
T_____T

rained.

it rained..
just when i'm about to sleep..

perfect description of how i felt earlier on..

i.gotta.feeling

i like tonight's outing very very very much..
except for that 2 moment =(

i'm undergoing d worst moment in my life
i wish i could let u know
i need love from u.

kinship`

nice.
just when i need u d most.,
u turn ur back against me..

when i'm driving/fetching u
u hit u scold u shout u hurl sarcastic words at me..
in front of your friends too..
dont u find that hurting.?
i have my pride too
u know me..
u know i'm those that put my pride very high
i dont like to lose..
yet u still did those things..

and today.,
u cursed me
do u know how much that hurts..?
u're d first one to say such stuff to me
yet u're d one that i cant live without.
one day when i finally got raped
u can sit by my side and laugh at me k.?
i dont mind..in fact
i'll be happy for u
cause what u wished for finally come true..
u cant take back ur words.
u sincerely hoped i will get raped..
of all those harsh words i said to u b4
does any hurts as much as this.?
i scold vulgar words i am violent
but
i never cursed u b4..
yet u hoped i get raped..
great..
i will remember this..
thanks for always being there for me

did u even care about me.?

T___T

nice time..
first time going up soga's hill -.-

so the conclusion is i'm a bad girl.?
good job.
thanks anyway.

leilei'

fried chickenss

minyak beku..
bday suprise for zhileiii
too bad BlackBlack in kl xD

nice but scary car performance

home

i'm really tired. sigh.

16th october 2009

everything ends today.
i'm glad
we can finally breathe easier now..
or perhaps i'm d only one who can do so.?
still i'm sorry.

advice.

i nid real helpful heedable advice

regarding relationship.

its hard to notice what ppl wants u to notice.

THE END.

99.9% confusion`

okayy for the thousandth times.,
i know i'm prettier than my sister xDD



i am still confused. and i need time
sigh