ugh.

does the 100th post always have to be a special one ?

i missed out the 100th post though.

lets see..my 101th post :
screw up my finals
dont have any goal in my life
lost
and need lotsa love..

but on the bright sides I have :
best sisters
best bestie
lame friends
and my family..

i dont make friends with "Friends"..too formal and i dont like it..
i'm so used to saying the word bitch now.
when i call the closest ones bitch,
it means they really matter a lot to me :)
they are the ones i love.

somewhere along this route that i have chosen,
i lost the all-time-happy-confident-playful version of myself.